Unexpected Things :)

It's a good thing that we didn't finish Chapter 3 and 4 of our lesson in law and we got the chance to study it more because of the event of our college. After having known this we were relieved of the burden that we should study both of the chapter for a 15-20 items quiz. After our teacher tell stories and finally ended the discussions for chapter 3 we went to McDonald's to eat for lunch and also for us to have the time reviewing for a quiz for the next subject. While me and my friend waited for our turn to order I noticed voices speaking another language and when I looked at my back there were the friends of the Korean whom I have a crush on. I informed my friend that there were Koreans behind us and she said that well there are Koreans but the one you are looking for is not with them. :( But still I understand what she meant even if it was kind of harsh though. But she really understood what I was really pointing at. Well, that was one of the good things when you have someone who really understands you even if you are showing actions opposite to what you really wanted to say. Okay back to the story. After we have the food that we ordered we went back to our place and we review again while we wait for my other friends who ordered at the counter. While waiting I have seen where my crush's friends were sitting and they started to eat while we were still reviewing. Then when my other friends came we decided to start eating. When we were about to start eating my other friends saw my other Korean crush with whom I have a picture with. (Still, lucky to have a picture with him last semester). But he is with his girlfriend (ouch :(((( </3). But the thing that was really unforgettable and heartbreaking was when I saw his girlfriend kissed him (super ouch </3). After that I decided that I should study and don't get distracted.

Other sad thing or should I say unlucky thing was when I was called to explain the research assignment that we have and I didn't have the chance to review what I have written good thing I remembered what the title was and didn't explain it thoroughly. Class ended and our block had a meeting for the event for next week. Discussions and Suggestions were given. After that we decided to leave the room and while we were going downstairs I was really surprised when I passed by my current Korean crush (whom I don't know the name). Before I know that he was there my other classmates and friends shouted loudly my name and it made him to look at them and then to me because i think that he thought that he was the one being called because he was still not fluent in speaking in English. That was really an unforgettable experience for me because I really like Koreans. <3

We only have 2 classes for the day and I was surprised that my cousin was at the office of my aunt waiting for me as we end the class. We went home together and the officemate of my aunt gave us money because we we asking our aunt for money to treat us to eat. As we walk, we headed to McDonald's (again!!!!) to buy the Apple Pie ala Mode which took us 10 minutes to wait. And we waited for the jeepney that we will ride for us to get home. As we were in the jeepney we talked about other things and I ended up sharing that I slept in the jeepney yesterday and I was past the stop that I should get off that made him burst into laughter. But I noticed the other student in front of me that was stopping himself to burst into laughter. As we bored of the travel my cousin tell things that I should do so that I wouldn't have to bring many things to school (that made him more like preaching because I only listen to him and not even reacting to what he was saying) And then the jeepney stopped at the LRT station and board passengers and one of which is a batchmate of my cousin and they have conversations about their other batchmates. And that was then that I realized that my cousin is really talkative that he talked most of the time when we traveled to get home. 

Recitation and Inspiration

Seriously, why do we need recitation if we really do listen attentively and participate with the activities that the teacher may give? (Or this really matters to me because I am an introvert?) Does it really mean that you have understood the lesson when you have recited? Aigoo... I really hate it when it comes to recitations and activities that may require reporting your results verbally. I survived the past years by slightly reciting but why does this semester really requires us to recite even though we can get a gist of the lesson being discussed for the day. But still I ended up reciting for our law and tax subjects even though it may not be that perfect at least I've quite answered almost all of the questions being thrown to me for law. I think it is an achievement for me and symbolizes that I can improve myself more in that aspect. Two of the factors that really matters to me when reciting were the reaction of my classmates and of course if I have answered the question of my teacher. I think that I should further improve my confidence so that I wouldn't mind what others may say about what I may say when reciting. I should have conviction when reciting so that I would be able to convince them that I am serious with what is thought and opinion about the topic.

So much for the recits thingy, let's head to an interesting part of my life; having an inspiration. For me, I think having an inspiration at school might help you to improve yourself more to impress that specific person you have in mind. But I think if you try to change every certain thing about you just to get his attention then I think that would mean that you are changing for the worse not for the better for yourself. Knowing them little by little but you don't have the courage to speak to him personally because you don't know whether they will react the way you like or the other way around. But there's this big question in my mind that whenever I find someone to be my inspiration or my so-called crush I always get the chance to meet them always around the school. It's just a really big mystery to me that I always get to meet them and then I am able to know their name just by knowing the name of their friend. But lately, there's this one Korean whom I always get to meet around the corridor, stairs, classroom and other places in school that I didn't have a clue to what his name was. Then one day my other classmates met him in the classroom from the other building and they asked him many questions but unfortunately they forgot his name (sad story :(() But I don't lose hope on knowing his name and be friends with him and his other friends. I know that someday we will get a chance to be friends. 

First Day of Classes :) 3rd Year 2nd Sem :)

Well, it really was great to start the day when you have seen your crush first thing in the morning at school. :) Then I catch glimpses of him from here to there. But I don't know if he really recognizes me even though I had gotten the chance to have a picture with him last semester. To think that he was a foreigner, a Korean to be exact. Aigoo, I really wanted to have a chance to be a part of his circle of friends but I think that was hoping for too much. It's good to have this inspiration thing despite of our busy schedule for academics because this was one of my ways to have my mind be relaxed and to not be stressed out of so many activities. I hope that I can survive this semester and the other semesters to come. I miss my friends when we were on sembreak and I am thinking if they would go to other places and so because I am always at home watching different Korean dramas and variety shows. This first day is really tiring even though we just have 2 subjects; Law and Tax. But we only met our professor for Tax and we already started discussing about some of the lessons. I think I should really start to be good at reciting and expressing things so that I will not have a hard time to speak in front of everyone. :) I really really hope that no one from our block will fail in any subjects so that we will not lose any people on our block. We are only 15 as of the start of this semester. This marks the beginning of hard work, studying and perseverance for retaining in the program. :)

First day Checklist:

* saw crush first thing at the morning

* waited for almost 3 hours for the next subject

* ate lunch at 1st street

* walk along the Malacañang palace while waiting

* met our teacher for Tax

* bought Income Tax book

* went home :)